finally

so im home from mexico, flew in sunday night. and ive been busy since. i dunno what to say, except life is not the same at all. and thats awesome. something happened, and Gods hand was in the mix of it all. so yeah. ive been blessed in ways i cant even describe. been workin hardcore, tryin to get money saved up. but its hard cuz the nordstrom's anniversary sale starts this weekend.........thats always a trouble spot, last few years ive spent about 500 bucks there. but who knows. im trying to save money. hard to do for sure. but i know God has control over that so no worrying. the boy situation. im still stepping back, but i did get some emails from michael mon and tue, and matt called me from greece on mon night (an hour on hotel long distance rates!!!!!!!)...........as for oklahoma. havent heard a word in two weeks. and thats just fine with me. im done. finally done. i dont have time to waste on the past, whats over is over, there is no reliving moments. and im okay. forgiveness, thats hard, but im working through it...........on a much lighter note, my bday is coming up, along with creation (music festival), some vacation time and matts homecoming. unfortunately my computer is still on the fritz, and the customer service ppl suck. so lets see how long all this takes to figure out who i have to send it into..........no worries. my prayers are with you all. and my love is unending, because it comes from Christ...........


till i have time later, this is me sayin ciao

Nisa